There goes....all of it

Things or rather time just slips away so easily yet swiftly and here am i sitting in front of my lappy in the early hours of december the beginning and realise that i should make use of my time better than this. All the thoughts of wanting to enjoy and accomplish many many things since the beginning of sorrows when the subjects begin to get heavy (at least for me) seem to have vanish and i am passing each day without aims, sleeping at the wrong hours of the days and stalking morning cartoons and dramas on tv.

Well, that's it then. A semester has pass and gone-by and you might have asked deep inside "Is this the uni life you'd expect then?" But i say "Oh well, all the same all the same except with more freedom in every sense almost and eating becomes only a need no longer enjoyable." But look... this is how it was like

Orientation was a total torture as the lack of sleep only makes aches all over when you're require to sit all day listening to helpful talks (which mostly was very uninformative) but the seniors were good people that taught us alot thou i do not deny that as on earth yet are they the good and the 'neevil'. No sooner classes commence and i was non the less still blur and found hard to adapt to certain things which i realise i'd just gotta bear with it and if ever they annoy me i can only curse under my breath...

So the seniors weren't scary... my room seniors weren't bad either. Nice people they are, really. That i am glad to have their companionship to understand. The process of getting to know people was the gist of it... lets say we've found good ones and also hard ones, funny ones and also crazy ones not forgetting all the fb and dinner kaki's. And then the seed grows to blossom...

University was absurdly humongous and the sad part is that one bus doesn't go around so my legs are strong now eh.. Then there's the monday blues where you have 8am class and there's a multitude standing and fighting for a seemingly tiny bus under the rushing crowd. Life's survival law:survival of the fittest. Fight or push your way thru and most of the time i just get sucked up into the bus without trying hard cause its like that. Nightmare is was... yes.

Library in which most of the time i'd be seen in there if there's break in between cause by the time you'd reach the bed to take a breath its time to rush for the coming class.... that's how large the comparison was. But rather call yourself student eh if library is no second home for you?

Block P3 Room 432 was the place of rest together with 3 other people. You can say that this 3feet wide place is my corner where i eat, sleep and die lol... Cramp ain't it but i manage somehow with loads of books and other unreasonable stuffs. As time goes, i eventually share my bed with them books.

Then going to uni also made sleep at the time where most people are almost waking or i sleep at irregular hours like 7-9pm and haven had dinner. It was a silly thing to do but you just get so tired nothing else mattered not when we have tests like that's the only thing that mattered or tutorials which have tutors that might kill you if you didn't finish them or assignments all over with group mates rendered no point nor lab reports should one take it seriously. Then the physics prof always says "you should find time to do your exercise everyday" Hullo.... whats with my 24 hours i wonder?

Do silly things that the cctv man might laugh his head off is they really do have one.. So you raid the lecture hall when the last class ended too early or the lecturer just decided to play sick. Fun tho....

In the midst of the green campus we all call 'forest' there's is indeed a bridge that leads us to the glorious MCD which we celebrated our first month of uni life... with much complains and comments on college, roommates, coursemates and all that.

No sooner did we discover porky noodles instead of having economy rice daily which was getting kinda dull.

There was also joyce's birthday celebrated by the mbs gang... Our school happen to be the funny ones which had too many enrolment which result of the 'sama sekolah' gang but it was good, like a second chance as i didn't hold this opportunity to get to know them better at school. Never talked to chester, menghua and i always had conversations on toilet rolls and null, hankee was always the help station and alicia was still a distant friend until

We became inseparable in uni except for the times when i left for home.. apologies on that. Humans are just weird things and i never seen it come too. But we're best buddies now and still lots to share and learn up till 4years. Having you as a friend is a great comfort to the heart really...

Put all eating aside, there are yet many activities participated and yields a smile and unforgettable memories. Poignant ones... The tanglung celebration of our college and letting off the gigantic helium lantern was a first time. Had camps with so low in budget that i almost manage thru 3 days without a wholesome shower (nao nao... its a camp that you'd even have to cook your own food and there is only 2 toilets with almost 80 people) without proper sleep until when i got back to my room for the entire 20yrs of life i learned to enjoy a nice cold bath and sleep well. Only too well because on this particular day was the beginning of truant. Oh well.....

Intercollege sports - The game of squash that bonds not to mention all the 'ouch and ahhhh' that even counterpain doesn't offer relieve. Victory wasn't ours but they did give us an experience and the leaning of this game was indeed fun minus tiring as trainings are all at night (the only time where most do not have class... and yes, there are classes from 8-10pm in upm) There's rugby which i didn't get to watch the game because i was dying in tutorial classes and basketball which i begin to enjoy watching and cheering for our team...

The best part came when lilian took us out for dinner... it was some time we had that we'd hope it would happen often...

Happening are they...? Yet there are still alot of uncertainties in my head to which might determine the future but which is the path for me.. While these are things to ponder and consider throughly results are round the corner and in a reality world they matters the most. Then, i've also learned about life and people to know enough of the many things and ways that the wise has talked about and experience them myself to know that uni is actually the preview of the world outside except that every action comes a consequence and only hope they are lessons engraved deep within shall it not be repeated besides stuffing my brains with physics formulas, chemistry reactions, ethnic and tamadun views and calculus theorem which makes no sense. All to my dismay, have already entered the recycle bin in my dum dum head!