Namun, berasa agak kecewa because i got none of my 8 choices. Only I really thank God for being blessed enuf to be thrown into UPM rather that some other university 'cause UPM was indeed one of my option tho i much favor UKM. Only my course kinda dread me... because its majoring Physics and i am no physics brain :(
I feel so lost not knowing what is ahead and what holds the future.. It feels like my entire view is being clouded.. i am immersed in fear and so full of questions. Lost and helpless 'cause i cannot change things
An appeal to change course seem like a way of light but will i succeed?
What do i write to convince the deans?
What future did God pave for me that i didn't see...?
What if the 'that' i want is not the best for me as God sees it...?
What is things doesn't work or my appeal is being rejected... am i able to cope physics and more physics?
Apa yang akan terjadi??
Feel myself getting quieter since then, staring more into space.. thinking and thinking yet not know what is in my empty head. So much to do...and yet time seems to be running out. But i want to thank you deary for accompanying me at the crucial moment and thereafter...
Father, i feel so distant from you that when i talk to you it feels as if you're not listening to me... would you teach me what to do next...? Which stone is the one that will lead me on..? Guide me and hold me hand. Lead me on..
p.s// Offer accepted nevertheless...
8 doggie bone:
joan.. I know how that feels.. :( But however hard it is, hold on okay. Everything's gonna be alright..
Thanks mei.. it sure is a wee bit disappointing after all the hardwork and endless study and sleepless nights... but oh well. Life's rolling on.
You enjoy yourself there okayy :)
joan!! when is your orientation arr? we are sharing the same pain (well, almost)..
sangat ma fan wan la govt uni pffft...
have time talk talk loo...sorry very tired and busy lately ><
My registration and orientation starts on the 4th july.. i talked to my counselors yesterday and had quite an insight la.. so will be sharing with you tonite hopefully.. cause i also being kinda tired these few days...stress abt uni starting and frus over wat to expect then dilemma duno shud appeal change course let alone berjaya change itand running around completing errands for uni... they take up so much energy la :(
i feel you joan...share it on ungga blog ler if can't find you on msn hehe ><
Hmm... Is that really what you want? Cause you don't seem very happy with the choice. Don't accept it just because it's the only offer you get.
Why don't you consider going into private uni or college? Might be more expensive but it's better than you regret taking up the offer in the future. Plus, can take PTPTN if there's financial difficulties.
Just offering an option... Heh... Nevertheless, no matter what is your choice, all the best in your future! :D
Oh waikit seniorku.. come to think of it ar, i also duno what you're studying...
Nope, its not what i want. maybe i have too high a hope la. But i will try out the course la cause i don think there's much you can get from ptptn also..stil alot you'll have to fork out urself includin living expenses. If say its reli torturing after 1 month i shall go private and study something i like.
Anyway..thanks waikit for the encouragement :)
Cheer up gal:) At least you've got an offer rather than noting rite? Look on the bright side, your hard work is never in vain ya..just try it out..Sometimes God will suprise you in some ways..hugs hugs..supporting you here :)
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